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perhaps
there is a different perspective to look at things.why are you prying about what i do for work?
i have turned water into wine and wine back into water.
and it is none of your information
because it is controlled by forces outside of ourselves.
this is beyond philosophy.
it is manila
a folder?
in a folder?
ah folgers fan huh?
yeah.
yeah.
do you know what being a boss is?
sometimes.
“they’ll call you boss.”
oh so the thing is i live in a cabana.
i apologize that i didn’t tell you the truth earlier.
but the field is not virtual reality.
or cgi.
honestly.
isnt it boring when you know too much?
or is it fun?
“you don’t know everything that happened in seattle
but i had an ID
you knew the power of music.”
“i work in magazines.”
do you want to be on the front cover?
or do you want to be covered by the front?
“no i would like to go ouside.”
“okay - great ! so now lets go forward with this other thought we were thinking....”
so would you consider this man to be in a play...
yes.
“because we like the idea of the orchestra sitting in the theater towards the stage standing up playing their instruments. standing up one at a time.” !
but as for the words and texts
id actually have to hear what they mean.
and how they would relate to the brass and orchestra...
tell us the story of matches...
sanchez?
natchez?
you have to understand that i don’t like poetry either
but i would consider an article by the french connection.
et.
et...
et.....?
so how can we make that happen?
a dance?
a drink?
a cigarette?
if that is the case, then i’ll need a suit and a gun.
“i thought we were going outside” !
yes, i travel and find.
“what have you found? “
ok so let me write the story of HOLYLAND - variations of a “theme park”
“maybe you should recover that.
i hope everyone agrees.”
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in all sincerity, the power of people is amazing.
sometimes... virtually.
but a class is in order so you might as well as just skip this holyland theme park
and do a medical program somewhere then resubmit your application.
“good thinking.
hi,
welcome.
didn’t know...
o c’mon.”
“i thought we were going outside!”
do you know how hard i cried in yosemite...?
ha.
as it should be.
resources and capabilities differ.
thats the power of protecting innocence.
and then that becomes the question doesn’t it...
because it looks different when we get older and everyone knows that.
kinda.
of what is innocent...
“wait..
have you ever had factory workers?”
it will always be about resources.
its really quite simple.
you can see someones search history its public information.
kinda.
“great i think i have the best google search of all time.
good questions, good maps, good recipes, good articles.
check my jstor account.”
and don’t forget my porn studies professor at hunter college.
yeah we want to know how that works...
knowing?
“i know what i know.
until you don’t.”
ethnic / ethniks ?
beatniks?
just dress better?
or go to a gym...
gangs are real.
angels, this isn’t fire island.
orchard beach you say?
yeah hi baby.
have you ever been to orchard beach?
they used to travel there and some seasons they will.
the other side of my family.
yeah
to me thats when i know you are with family
when you are listening to that music we listened to on our way to orchard beach that day.
i’ve been there before various times but never with music like that.
and never in my life have i’ve seen so many skunks in one place.
last time i was there -
there were 20 deer. and calm.
you bled all over me. and i still kissed you through all the blood from your nose.
i wasn’t even thinking about the skunks.
i just looked at you
and the blood coming out of your nose
and thought
jesus christ what the fuck is wrong with you?
and i kissed you.
we were there to see horseshoe crabs come back to mate like they do ever year.
however they moved down to philly that season.
you me 30 skunks your nose bleeds..
and $150 plate of fried fish at that weird restaurant
when i just wanted a small fish sandwich by the water.
or honestly just a beer.
i can’t remember if we made out in your blood
before or after the fried fish...
i prefered the drive there.
listening to your music.
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and i knew i’d love you through whatever.
but i wasn’t sure what the whatever was.
nosebleeds from stress?
parties and nosebleeds.
can you get nosebleeds from being at the wrong altitude?
not being to high.
but not being high enough.
i took you bish bash falls in massacheusetts a few weeks later.
not too far from the farm where we met.
both locations in mariah carey’s music video dreamlover.
the waterfall looks like a giant nose with water endlessly coming out the of the snouts.
i thought it was symbolic.
some guy was there with a drone.
and i felt ugly with my receding hairline.
until we laid on the rocks.
i couldn’t stop taking photos of you.
i was working film features 10-12 hr days and would rush to see you.
and sped everything up because if i felt if i didn’t you wouldn’t be around.
production schedule can do that i guess.
there weren’t many slow days together.
it was something we learned later.